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| User: | anomalousalanna (10164097)  Reasons, like seasons, they constantly change
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| Name: | Alanna McKechnie | |||||
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| Bio: | Sup Emo Kids?  I love you, but don't take that as a reassurance. I still dislike you more than anything. Be yourself. Don't let anyone try to tell you how to act, who to be, what to do, and where to go in life. It's yours. So screw everyone else. Love somebody - for real. Hold hands 'cause you want to, not 'cause you don't want to feel bad for not doing it. Speak up. Because sometimes the things that need to be said the most, never get said at all. Learn to do something really well. Have a best friend. Grudges are a perfect waste of time. Learn to like one vegetable enough that you can eat a lot of it. Then no one can ride your ass about not eating enough vegetables. Smile when you're sad. Or don't. But re-read old LJ entries to remember the good times. Because chances are they will make you smile. Love what you've got, but always remember what you've had. Never tell your secrets to anyone. Leave a note in someone's locker about how they've made you a better person, and then hang back to watch them smile. Have at least one really great, memorable birthday. Watch Saturday morning cartoons in your most comfortable pajamas, with your favourite cereal. You're never too old. Growing old is mandatory, but growing up is completely optional. Tans may fade, but memories of the burns will last for forever. Late nights with friends are great, but early morning aren't. Start putting money away. You may not have a reason right now, but who knows when a rainy day fund can come in handy. And for goodness sake, respect and love who you are as a person. Don’t worry about the future. Or worry. But know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. People change, and things go wrong, but always remember that life goes on. Live for the sake of living. Love until you're heart breaks. Laugh until your body aches. Cry until your hands shake. Try to get away, jump in the car, drive 'til the gas runs out And then walk so far that you can't see this place anymore. Take a day off, give it a rest, and just forget about the mess. If you lighten up a little bit then you will be over it. Just lie to me and tell me it's going to be alright. There will be bridges you cross you won't know you crossed until you've crossed. Do one thing everyday that scares you. Sing. Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts. Don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours. Floss. Don’t waste your time on jealousy, sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind. The race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself. Get plenty of calcium. Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone. Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults, If you succeed in doing this, tell me how. Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements. Stretch. Enjoy your body, use it every way you can, don’t be afraid of it, or what other people think of it, it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own. Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room. Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them. Get to know you're parents. You never know when they'll be gone for good. Travel. Accept certain undeniable truths: Prices will always rise, politicians will lie. And then when you get old, you can do the same thing your grandparents do And lie to kids saying that when you were young: Prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders. Respect your elders. Don’t mess too much with your hair, or by the time you're 40, it will look 85. And that will suck. Be careful whose advice you buy, but, be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia. Dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal, wiping it off, Painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth. I am not unique. I have two greenish hazel eyes, a nose, a mouth, and brown hair. I have a better half. It just doesn't come out as much as I'd like it to. But, if you look close enough, it's there. I have a few friends. They mean absolutely everything to me. I wish I was a I guess I'll just have to stick with being funny. Who needs beauty anyway? I am However, I am not rude, unless you piss me off. I am a hopeless romantic when I want to be. I am extremely stubborn, but I try not to be egotistical. I have a good relationship with myself I am just like everybody else. Except not. You should forget about me. I've got a beating heart on my sleeve. I want to be someone's sunshine. I'm not creative in anyway. Though I do try to give good advice, I don't really do anything except think. A lot. I'm insignificant, and I know it. I'm living in the proverbial hotel that is my life. I can't honestly say that I'll make the most of it. But, it's my life, and I'll live it as I please. I have a handful of faults. And a mass of imperfections. I'll be the first to admit it. I really do want to get to know you better. I just don't make the time. I'm sure a lot of people don't like me, but give me a shot, if you can put up with the rants. I'm told that I don't give myself enough credit, but it's usually from the most modest people I know. I can barely survive a night in my own mind. I believe in God. I don't share many Christian views on things, and I drink, and swear, and do many things that could be considered a "sin". But, when I need God, he's there. If you're an atheist, I will still completely respect you. Because, really, who am I to say you're wrong? Please don't lose respect for me because I'm Christian. I will not try to "convert" you. Nor will I go on about "sin" or how you should "live on the right path". Because, I myself, am not sure it it's the "right path". No one is. But, it's the path I choose to follow. So please respect that choice, even if you don't agree with it. And, I will do the same and respect whatever path you choose. "As the world searches for an antidote to the pains and fears of society, The solution is not found in world peace, celebrities or political leaders. But in a poor Jewish carpenter with a strange name; Jesus." I will never criticize you because of whatever type of music you listen to since I listen to: Something Corporate and Sarah McLachlan. Aly & AJ and Eminem. Ashlee Simpson and Straylight Run. Jimmy Eat World and the Goo Goo Dolls. Musicals and Linkin Park. Ella Fitzgerald and Madonna. Kelly Clarkson and The Spill Canvas. Nirvana and Michelle Branch. Fefe Dobson and The Doors. Dashboard Confessional and Relient K. Three Days Grace and Vanessa Carlton. Semisonic and Say Hi To Your Mom. But I have nothing against criticizing your music itself. I love books. I love sketch comedy, stand-up, and stupid shows. They do make you smarter, if not "quicker". SNL, MADtv, South Park, Comedy Inc., The Office, and Video/Stars on Trial own my soul. I'm also completely in love with Degrassi. Sweets make me happy. I love RENT and Wicked. Idina Menzel kicks major ass in both. I call it "pop", not "soda". I love this country more than anything. It's beautiful. I'm too sorry for apologies. As much as I'd like to, I can't let things go. I want to get out of this town so much. I am somewhere in the top of my class (percentage wise), and I do indeed intend to go to university. Or to the 7/11 to see if they're hiring. I'm a semi-grammar Nazi. Sorry. I'm a control freak. But I get overwhelmed by having too much control. I'm weird, I know being weird is the "norm" these days, but I take it to another level. It doesn't bother me. Who wants to be ordinary in a crazy mixed up world? I'm short, but it only bothers me when people point it out. I'm It doesn't bother me. Scene kids piss me off. Well, except the nice ones. I love my friends, and how all of them have their differences. I love a good movie, a good Slurpee, a good band/concert, and a good game of Monopoly. When I'm older, I'd love to have the suburban dream. White picket fence and all. First I'll have to get through many things. Such as the bipolar, anxiety, panic attacks, insomnia, and all-around craziness. I do have a chemical imbalance Tom Cruise, so stfu. Freak. I feel closer to Mikaela Sasha Lynn McQuade when she's halfway around the world than I do to my friends down the street. I haven't even seen her for four years and she's helped me through more tough times than I can count. I love my dog Molly. We've had her since I was four months old, and I still remember that day like it was yesterday. My cat is my soulmate, as she is fat, lazy, and loves to be pet. I love The Bridge Troll. Though I hate his alter-ego, who is a cocky, arrogant, fatass, stoner. If you type like this: d0 u t@|k $k!d l!k3 th!$, [@u$e th@t w0u|d $uck @$$. I may shoot myself. I am usually very open minded. I like colour as well as the blatant avoidance of colour. I carefully consider both sides of a political or nonpolitical argument before I make my choice. The word "taboo" is not in my vocabulary. Well, it actually is, because I think it’s a funny word. Your opinion is as good as mine, but that doesn't mean I'll refrain from debating you. ...And probably calling you names for thinking the way you do. I'm still five at heart But hardships have made me wise beyond my years. I'm not pessimistic, just realistic. Get used to it. I tend to notice and remember the small things. I can lie my way out of just about anything. I never eat as much as I should. For a fat kid I have a small appetite. I could never be anorexic though; I like food too much. I have a lot of opinions. If you're looking for some pro-life, homophobic, pro-war, bimbo, look somewhere else. Not that all people who are pro-life are bimbos, but I consider anyone who is homophobic or pro-war too be one. Let’s see if you can change my mind. I'm for abortion; I think women should be allowed to choose. The government should keep their opinions to themselves when it comes to rape, incest, or the inability to raise a child. And, if they really are against abortion, they can adopt these kids that say are wanted. And they can pay for the doctors check ups, and the babies food, and the therapy that some women will need. But I don't think I could ever go through with an abortion myself. Just... because I don't think I could. I'm not for the war because I know this war is wrong. Especially since Canadian soldiers are dying for dumb fight between a redneck and a terrorist. I'm for gay rights because who knows if I, or someone I love, will end up being gay. Stop treating gay people like they're some other for of being. They're people retards. If I offend you with anything I say, tell me. I try to look for the good in people. I'm confusing, complicated, and an all-around teenager. Sorry. I have no idea what I'm doing in life, but I'm fifteen, so I've got plenty of time to figure it out. Well, only three years actually. I'm amazingly lazy. You'd probably get sick of me. Simple things make me the happiest. I like listening to people's problems. I like offering advice. If I've met you, online or off, you have made an impact on my life, no matter how small. Whether it's a good or bad impact, I can't be sure yet, but thank you either way. I laugh at the stupidest things. Whenever I'm quiet, I'm usually always thinking. Hell, even when I'm loud, I'm always thinking. I like to make people laugh. I do like planning things. My cellphone, computer, and iPod are my BEST friends. I get jealous easily because I never think I'm good enough. I'm almost never mean without reason. I wish everyone could meet that special someone like in fairy tales. I wish people didn't talk behind my back, I laugh when I'm happy, scared, angry or confused. I have two tattoos and I have my nose pierced. Getting my ears done is just a little too extreme for me though. Feel free to e-mail me with personal problems, because an un-biased opinion may save your life. I know you've been hurting, but I've been waiting to be there for you, And I'll be there just helping you out whenever I can. I'm from Canada, but I don't say "eh" or "aboot" so stfu. I run away from my problems, so try to catch up. ♥ So don't be afraid to make mistakes and stumble and fall because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you will get everything you wished for or maybe you will get more than you ever could of imagined. Who knows where life will take you the road is long and in the end the journey is the destination. ♥ Just a small town girl ;; Living in a lonely world “If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together... there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we're apart... I'll always be with you.” - Winnie The Pooh | |||||
| Memories:: | 100 entries | |||||
| Pictures: | over 10 public | |||||
| Interests: | 150: 1% milk, 80's teen movies, =), animals, anti-bush, anti-parents, anti-raisins, anti-scientology, anti-tom cruise, ashlee simpson, avenue q, band camp, bare: a pop opera, being a band nerd, being annoying, being broken, being fat, bipolar disorder, board of shadowy figures, books, boots, bottle lady, building a mystery, canada, capslock friday, caramel apples, chemical imbalances, chenzel, cheshire cat, class of the titans, clone high, closeted lesbians, cookie dough, cyanide and happiness, disney movies, doing "jigs" on snl, doing awkward jumps, donnie darko, double you tee eff, dr. tran, drawn together, dreams, eh!, existentialism on prom night, fat kids bracelet, ferris bueller's day off, flight 29 down, french fries, friends, garden state, gay cowboys eating pudding, good times, grease, heather and sarah, heck no techno, heck yes, heteroflexible, heteroflexiblism, hey there delilah, hilary clinton, hubert cumberdale, ice cream sandwiches, idina menzel, in the heights, individualism, inside jokes, internet, jesus! at the disco, jimmy eat world, jones soda, kingdom hearts 1&2, kristin chenoweth, kristin wiig, lack of braces, laughing at myself, laughing at serious matters, let's talk about spaceships, listening to music, loving annabelle, mad tv, maureen johnson, mindless self indulgence, money, movies, mr. butlertron, music, musicals, oh em gee, on my own, originality, panic attacks, patrick stump(h), photography, pictures, pink lemonade milkshakes, pink power ranger, pisces, plain white t's, poisonous poison, pro-choice, rain, reading, rent, rocky horror picture show, rvci sweatpants, salad fingers, sarah mclachlan, saturday night live, saying "your mom", scratchy peaches, seizure man, self expression, sewer urchins, shelby's retainer face, silly hats only, sketch comedy, smores, snow hut, something corporate, spring awakening, stalking people, station x, straylight run, superstar, sweetblood, take the lead, taking pills, tastiskank, tattoos, tele x2 (phone/vision), the bitch of living, the breakfast club, the bridge troll, the nightmare before christmas, the sims 2, three days grace, tim hortons, tim hortons cookies, trinket the cat, trogdor, undiscovered, walking on sunshine, what's her face, white out, wicked, writing, writing really long sentences, wtf mate?, wtf?, young and the restless | |||||
| Schools: | King Edward - Moose Jaw, SK, Canada (1995 - 1999) Empire Community School - Moose Jaw, SK, Canada (1999 - 2005) Riverview Collegiate Institute - Moose Jaw, SK, Canada (2005 - present) | |||||
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